Moody

Sometimes a person is moody.
But why?
Sometimes there is no answer.

I make a decision,
then decide it's the wrong one.
I waffle and grumble and it's too late to change.
I should have gone!
Why I decided against it 2 hours ago is unknown.
Cancelling ended the angst.
Now, I'm in a mood.
Too late, too bad.

Once I was invited to San Francisco.
Museums and lunch.
I think to myself,
I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
I didn't know for days.

Then it's the day!!
They said they were driving through P. about 10:00.
I call home at 9:00.
They've left, but here's the cell number.
I call the cell.
The phone was off.
Whoops, too bad, they say.
We would have loved to have you!

No decision is a decision.
Changing your mind over and over is complicated.
Decide and go with it, for better or worse.
Keep it simple.

Today I agonize over nothing
and miss a good thing.
Again.